Yet another of my friends will be engaged here pretty soon and I'm so far from finding someone. My friends are asking when I'll start dating again or if I even plan on getting married. They act like not dating someone is a decision I've made
. Truth is, the guy I'm interested in doesn't want to date me & the few guys that do want to date me, either I've already dated, I'm not interested in or they've got too much crap wrong with them for me to even think about it.
I've been single every holiday season, why change it now?
It seems like almost everyone from my high school class has graduated college, gotten married & had kids. They have their lives figured out, & I'm still stuck doing the same thing I was doing in high school. Still don't know what I want to do in life, still can't find a job & still can't keep a relationship for more than a few months. Guys still see me as the 'hot girl' they only want to sleep with, not have a relationship with
I'm sick of always being the single & awkward 3rd wheel, which happens every time I'm out with friends. I went to a bar with one of my best friends & her guy friend. I had a cold & she still dragged me out, & tried getting random guys to talk to me. I feel like the pity case. Anybody else know what I'm talking about?