I've been cheating on my boyfriend with a female. Never in my life have I ever been attracted to the same sex, nor would I say that I am attracted to females, but I am attracted to her. We, well I, started emotional cheating. Now, obviously it has escalated to physical. At the time she seemed really into me. Now things are weird between us after I told her that my boyfriend and I broke up. I did not tell her that we are somewhat back together (things just got hard for him being that we are living with each other).
I feel like breaking up with my boyfriend... well, both of them, actually.
I don't feel like being with either, and I'm only with them for my own self-needs and desires. I haven't stopped talking to or seeing her, knowing damn well that I should. I just feel so badly for my boyfriend who honestly has no idea what's going on.
I feel like breaking it off with the both of them and figuring out what it is that I want for myself.Any advice?