My name is Samantha, and I'm 15 years of age. About four months ago, my best friend invited me to this party- it was a boy's seventeenth birthday. She had recently been out with this guy, but she lied about her age and the place she works. While she was on this date with him, I became a part of the conversation, and she told him that we were best of friends.
The problem is, she said she was 18 and I was 17! I didn't have a clue that she had told him this until we were getting ready for the party. She told me to never reveal our real ages. Because I had never met these people before and I knew I would never see them again, I didn't think there was any harm in lying about my age 2 years above.
The party happened, and I kept in contact with this boy that was nineteen and obsessed with my best friend! Anyway, I had to lie that I was seventeen and that I worked in a nursery with Jen as her assistant almost. His best friend was the boy that had the party and we started talking a lot. Every day. Non-stop.
We met up recently on Monday and went to the movies. I stayed over his house and had the most amazing, perfect night of my life! He said that he felt the same as well, and now we're getting super close!
Yes, I know I'm really young, but we had sex that night. However, I did it because I felt so comfortable and safe with him, so I do not regret that at all. I'm seeing him again Monday, but I need to tell him that I'm not 17. I still go to school and I'm coming into my last year. I know I need to tell him, and I've told my mates about it. They said just tell him- if he's perfect enough he would understand, and I should explain that it was no fault of my own.
I'm scared to lose something so beautiful in my life, and I can't let anything proceed without telling him the truth. I've never lied about my age before in my life. I just don't want to lose him.
What should I do? It's making me feel ill every day that I think about it. I feel stressed, ill, and upset all the time!