I've been dating my boyfriend for two years now and we are both going into college this coming fall. He's gonna be in Virginia and I'm going to be in Michigan, but I'm scared about us starting this mostly because I don't know if I'm ready to stay in the relationship. I can't tell if I'm ready to be in this serious of a relationship, but I love him so much; I'm scared that I will end up hating him if he holds me back from finding myself in college.
I go through moods where I just want to be with him and only with him and then I get into other moods where I'm like, "Why am I even doing this anymore?"
I can't make up my mind and I want him to be happy too. All of this is causing him to stress out over me, and it isn't fair to him. He loves me like crazy and I'm just confused with what is going on in my head.
Can people share what they think or what their experience was with high school relationships heading into college?
Thanks guys, I just feel like I'm going insane.