Tuesday, 20 March 2012
My ex-boyfriend and I were best friends for five years, and we dated for the last two of them. We were each other's first loves, first kiss, and we lost our virginity to each other.
He broke up with me a few weeks ago because, well, I'm not all that sure, really. -He told me multiple things, but what I got from it was that he was feeling anxious that we wouldn't last because we're too young (we're both 18) and because we are too different. He said he felt like he couldn't be himself and that he was always worried that he might say or do something that would bring our relationship to an end.
There weren't really any big issues in our relationship--he even agreed that I was a good girlfriend and our relationship was great, but he just feels like we aren't right for each other. I understand there's nothing I can do to change his mind and I'm definitely not waiting around for him, but at the same time, I do feel like we are right for each other and that someday we might be able to make it work, if he's willing to try.If the first person you ever loved said they wanted to try again, would you do it? Do you ever really get over your first love?