Thursday, 10 November 2011
My ex and I mutually agreed not to speak again, at least for a long while. We didn't speak for a few months, which I was proud of, considering he was maybe my only friend for a year and a half. Our conversations run rough, but as we talk, we become comfortable again, at least I do.
I find out he goes to a concert later on, and it's of a band we both like. No, I don't go, but I do keep in contact with him just to see how the concert went. When he told me, he spoke of a guy he and his friends were going to kill due to him trying to get with a 16 year old girl, some guy trying to sell stuff, and a crowd surfing incident.
Then he told me of an attractive girl that tried to hook up with him.
Immediately, without knowing whether he even did anything with her or not, I hated the girl. I know I'm jealous, I understand that feeling, but I don't understand why. This is my ex, not my current. I have no right to be jealous. But I am. To the point of being sick. I'm still talking to my ex, and I can't help but constantly think of the girl.
I feel stupid for being so jealous.
What can I do?