Really, I should probably say that I'm just not that into sexual activities, considering I've never had sex. I don't really know why, but I haven't the slightest interest in sexual activities. I mean, I will start making out with a guy, but I really don't have any interest in going farther, but of course the guy does.
I've fooled around plenty, I had a boyfriend for a year and that's where most of my experience came from. And, actually, I quite enjoyed fooling around with him. But the thought of going any farther than making out with a guy just doesn't interest me. I don't want to give them an hj or a bj, and I don't want him putting his fingers or mouth anywhere near my lady parts. I have. It felt good, the guy did a good job, but I still don't want it. I'm not grossed out by it.
I have this one guy, and he tries to initiate things, and I go along at first, not thinking, until he starts to go further. And then I'm just like, meh, and so I stop. I lay back down, turn over, and sleep.
I feel like it's going to be almost impossible to find a guy who is just as uninterested in sexual activities as I am. And I don't want to date a guy and he ends up being sexually frustrated.
Is it weird to not want to fool around?