Monday, 04 April 2011
I am 17 years old and am not sure about anything. I hate drama but somehow it keeps catching up with me, especially with guys. I am a very odd girl and I am rather proud of it, I like to be myself, skateboard, play video games, sketch, read, play sports and when I was younger no one ever called me pretty or asked me out; and having a 55 year old, hard core Christian mother taking care of you your whole life does not leave room for sexual, social, or guy knowledge.
Lately Ive been figuring out that I am really hot, due to the amount of attention I've been drawing from guys. My mom said that I should date a few different guys at the same time to get a feel for what I'm attracted to, so I have. Except, they don't know about each other, they're all really sweet, and they have been wanting to make me their girlfriend. The really bad side to this, is I don't want to hurt anyone and I like them all. It's really been stressing me out.
I know it's bad but I'm caught between a rock and a hard place and I am fearful that they'll get hurt. I don't feel ready for a boyfriend, but I want one, yet, another part of me just wants to fool around....
What should I do?