Monday, 28 February 2011
One night a good friend introduced me to another friend of hers who is also a artist like myself and she figured we will be good friends. We went over to his house one night to hang out. My friend was tired from her busy day and ended up falling asleep on the air mattress he pulled out for her while we continued to talk and do a collaboration art piece in one of his journals. When the time came to leave he hugged my friend and then we hugged as well. He didnt let go and neither did I. This hug lasted a few moments until we parted and he ended the night saying "Come back again!"
Needless to say, I think this was when I began liking him and he remained on my mind for that week.
That Friday I had a art opening and invited him along with some friends from college. We ended up going to a nearby coffee place. We were holding hands and kept straying from the group together to just talk. The group I was with were all over 21, and left for a bar. This was around 1 am and my sister and I were so tired and decided to head home for sleep. This was when I was hugging him outside of the bar and we kissed. It was a mutual action on both of our accounts and no one felt pressured.
But now I'm left in a totally awkward position and he's a pretty shy person, I feel like I'm the person who has to take the next step in this and ask him out or something. In reality I am more confused then ever and I dont have a clue what move to make. I dont even know if I'm ready for a boyfriend right now. That word sounds so foreign from everything I'm used to. I have never had one before, I'm 19, he's 24, way more experienced then I am. I'm just nervous and scared for what he has to say about it and wants from me..
Needless to say, I still haven't called him about it. And he hasn't called me either.
What do you think? Have you ever kissed a guy the second time you've met him? What should I do? Wait for him to call or take a stand and call him?