Sunday, 31 October 2010
When I was a kid, I already knew jealousy existed. For example, I would secretly hate the girl that had the toy I didn't have or I would be sad when I saw my friends that have siblings because I am an only child.
When I was in high school, I would be jealous of pretty, popular girls.
Now I am a college student, I sometimes still am jealous of some girls. Recently, I have been hanging out with the frat boys and sorority girls even though I am not in a sorority.
Anyway, the girls that hang out with the frat boys on our campus are usually pretty, cute or hot. What category do I fit in?? I think cute!?
When I was in high school, I was a nerdy geek with my thick classes on and had a mushroom like hair so no guys ever liked me. In addition, they made fun of me in a lame way. I remember a guy told me straight up saying "You are f**king ugly, I wanna kick you out of this building!"
I literally bursted out into tears.
Even my relatives made fun of my look and some girls didn't want to take pictures with me because they thought my face would contaminate their pictures. So I was very shy, tame, always looked down on the floor, basically I had deep-seated self esteem issues.
Since college, things have turned around 180 degrees.
Now I wear contacts, have long shiny dark hair, use mascara whenever I go out and wear the right clothes at the right place. Girls always compliment me on outfits and the way I look.
Guys always want to get in my pants. Don't get me wrong, I am not bragging, but just telling you what I've experienced in college. Honestly, sometimes people say we should be confident no matter what and no need to care about what other people say and think.
I am glad I've changed a lot and like the new me. Now I am very social, outgoing and happy.
Have you experienced something like this? What do you think?