Tuesday, 19 October 2010
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Crazy Stupid Love
Today is 19 October, 2010. I'm writing this at 1:56 in the morning and I believe in love.
I believe that the sky will fall if I can't hear his voice for more than a few days.
I feel that I am on fire when he holds me.
I know that I would do anything for him... except not leave him in a month so that life can happen. But Basic Training is only two months, then Tech school is only two months after that-- four months isn't so long...right?
Am I stupid? Am I crazy? Yes to both.
I'm crazy in love, and just plain stupid.
How do you feel when you fall in love? Is anyone else involved in a military LDR?
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- From: onestepcloserto_perfection@xanga
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I was. On the other end though, I was the one away. And I felt guilty everyday.
Good for you.
sorry, im just a lonely gal here lol
@springg11@xanga - oh I'm quite lonely lol. But point being, you aren't crazy or stupid :(
It's just natural to want to be with someone you love, especially in the beginning when you want to be with them the most.
I was like that before ...but now
nope and can't anymore :)i'm the proud wife of a marine who is just about to get out! i met him before he joined, and just moved to be with him a year ago, so we were long distance for about 3 years. it's not easy, but it's worth it. love makes you do crazy things! :) you can do it!
I know it's hard, but you can do it!!
I'm in the same boat waiting for my SO.
@betsy15@xanga - EAS!!!
I tried that, but I'm sister whore. By labeling me a whore, they stopped the process, like they always do when they do that.
There isnt' a money back guarantee on that. Anything happens to your mate, be it death or discharge, those fuckers will be all over you. How would I raise babies? Instead of dying on the battlefield, he'll go awol. And then, if he is harmed, they'll fucking kill him with the ray. Just being apart that gets you stalked. It's like mental illness. It's like, I have no ties with you; I don't know you. You aren't in charge of me. You don't benefit me. Likewise. This will not end well.
I went to basic a couple months after i got together with my boyfriend. it wasn't so bad, he wrote me everyday and I wrote as often as I was allowed
It's hard to describe a feeling..you just know. Like I know.
Haha the girl in the Datingish picture looks like you! :)
Yay love! :)
@aCe_KeiAnar@xanga - june 11th! can't wait!
I know exactly what you mean about the sky falling if you can't hear his voice. The sun is always shining, you're smiling for no reason at all, and the world is complete; all because he's in your life.
When he left, my world crumbled. Shattered.I had never felt that much pain before. And yet, I never gave up hope. He was my other half and I knew he still felt the same.We finally talked the other day, after months. And the world is complete again.@forever_musing@xanga - That's comforting to hear. =D
@AmeliaHart@xanga - Haha! I didn't notice until I read your comment! That's funny. =P
<3
My boyfriend is in the Marines and he will be in Afghanistan until the beginning of April. We have been friends for nearly 10 years and just started dating before he was deployed. Its hard but if you really want it to work then you just have to deal with it. I know exactly how you are feeling..stay strong, dear!
I love love! I can't stand to be apart from him even if I've just seen him a second ago. I love the butterflies that I still get after almost a year and a half when he smiles at me or kisses me or just pulls me close for a hug. I don't feel stupid...maybe a little crazy. I feel like if he's happy, I'm happy. If he's sad, I'm sad. I love him so much.
i know how you feel, my fiance joined the army and left for his boot camp in june, i hated watching him leave and thought there is no way im going to be able do this... but i did and before i knew it him was graduating and now he is at his ait training, i still dont get to see him except for once a month but i get to talk to him every night.... its tough but you can get through it and it will be worth it =)
I love and hate how crazy and stupid love can make me. :o)
Yes, my boyfriend is in the Air Force, just finished basic training this weekend! Good luck girl, you can do it! Join some support groups online, they help.
Also, try and go to his graduation :) You'll have the time of your life!!
My boyfriend just sort of broke up/took a break with me [I'm not sure which.] yesterday, because he needs time to get his life back together. He asked me to wait for him, as long as it takes. I said yes.
So, I guess that I'm stupid and crazy and totally in love. "/
@x3impossible_love@xanga - Actually, I'm the one joining, not him.
@Colorsofthenight@xanga - What the fuck are you talking about?
WELL. My boyfriend & I dated 2 years before he signed up for the USAF, and we've been married almost one year in December. It takes some getting used to, but it gets easier with time. I missed my boyfriend at the time so much during the first month, but the next month it was A LOT easier and soon enough he was graduated and he was in tech school. 2 months in school isn't exactly right though, that is just depending on the job. My husband is a pharmacy tech so he had to go to school for about 4-5 months.
But since it's you joining and not him, believe me. It's going to be easy on you. They are going to keep you so busy during basic training, you'll probably only think of him when it's lights out. That is if you don't pass out immediately from exhaustion. =)
Don't worry, things get easier within time.