Wednesday, 07 July 2010

  • I Had Sex With My Ex

    What can I say? It was only a dream. But it felt so real. I felt everything from the pain to the most intimate moment I have ever had with someone. And needless to say, I felt this warm feeling growing inside of me, something I hadn’t felt in a very long time. I even woke up without even realizing it was only a dream saying to myself “Damn Olivia, what’s wrong with you? He has a girlfriend and you had sex with him already. I hope he doesn’t tell her. Damn, I’ll just make him promise he wouldn’t tell. If she finds out I‘ll just tell her he came on to me. Yeah that’s it, he came on to me.”

    Boy! What was I thinking? 

    If I was ever in this position you know I’d get caught. I can’t even lie. I’m always so honest and straight forward. So even if I’m lying, I always end up telling the truth afterwards. But anyway, this dream was so real. All the emotions I felt were there, the sex was painful but yet so amazing, we did things we have never done when we were together, and all the sudden these feelings overwhelmed me and I felt like there was something there even though it has been over three years.

    Believe me, I’m over this guy. I moved on a long time ago. We started talking frequently about a month ago after he came to me with relationship advice. I’m not the kind of person to turn a person down even though that person may have put me through shit. But you know the saying when people who put you through so much always end up needing you in the end. That’s how it was with me. It happens frequently, but I never get my hopes for anyone.

    So tell me. Am I the only one who had dreamed about her ex?

     

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