Dear first love,
Just because I was in love with you, doesn't give you a free pass to "sweetie", "dear", or "baby" me anytime you please and then suddenly change your mood and give me a cold shoulder. I'm sorry if I don't react in the way you want me to. You're a great person, you aren't useless, and you have people who care about you but no matter what I say you don't believe me. I know life is tough but you have to buck up sometime. (I should take my own advice more.)
Dear Boy-I-almost-had-but-never-really-got,
You've got some kind of hold over me. 'nough said.
Dear last relationship attempt,
I'm sorry it didn't work. You don't know how much I wanted it to. You really are great. My heart just isn't in it and we both know it won't work if that's the case. I know you're crazy about me, but in all honesty I'm not crazy about you/ I'm I don't know why I'm not. Like i said you're great. I'm comfortable around you in a way that I'm not around really any other guy, but that doesn't mean I should be with you. I think we could be really great friends. (Well, doesn't that sound horrible) But, then again feelings will get in the way. I know you'll understand but I'm afraid things will change and I won't be able to depend on you, or talk to you, etc.
Dear future love,
I can't wait to meet you. I know I'll fall fast and hard for you. I know that can be scary but at least that way I know I'll be sure about how I feel about you. That's the way I want it to be. I hope I do meet you, and that there is a you. I also hope that you change me in some way. A good way, of course. And that I will change you. Most of all, like I said, I just hope there is a you.
Comments (44)
Good luck with the last one. :)
I'm looking for the same.
all the best with your future boyfriend :)
don't we all.
for now, hope that all the 'you's of yesterday play some part in finding your ultimate future 'you'You have a really healthy way of looking at both past and future relationships. I'm actually pretty jealous (: cute letters!
Aww. You'll find him. He's out there. I wrote a similar letter like that a few months ago and lo and behold, a few weeks went by and I found him! In fact, he was right under my nose the whole time. So i wish you good luck with your search and never give up on love!
Love. <3
Great letter! =)
Good luck. I know how you feel.
I like this entry. <3
This is so cute. Good luck with the future love! =]
YES. Well said.
Good luck. You'll find someone :3
I'm on the last one now. I've found him and it's amazing.
@the_last_timelord@xanga - Doctor???
Just remember that falling too fast can be a problem. It's hard not being on the same page of feelings with the person you're with.
This epitomizes what has been going in my life this week. It actually helped me sort things out..thanks :)
This is so sweet, I love it. You'll find 'em out there.
Ahh sweet <333
wow...i've been in all these places, too. think i finally found the last one!!
cute post
Dear Boy-I-almost-had-but-never-really-got,
You've got some kind of hold over me. 'nough said.
Are you sure he doesn't want you?
last relationship attempt is so me just now.
good luck with the future love. :)
@lewk@xanga - Thanks :)
@alltheseasonsx@xanga - Thank you!
@inspirasionz@xanga - True, so true
@TheRealMelanie@xanga - I try! It can definitely get very hard to do so. and thanks :)