Q.So, I have been really confused lately. Ever since I have broken up with my boyfriend, Arthur. Things are going fine. Kinda. So much drama with him and my mother, which I really do not want to get into. I feel so bad, because I have so many crushes right after my break up. For me. I rarely pursue guys, but I like them a lot. I have a huge crush on two guys that I see around campus...That's not the issue though.
There is this girl, Gabry. I think I may have a crush on her but I am not sure. She's studying Japanese culture, and really - who doesn't enjoy Japanese culture? She likes horses, figure skating, and we have the same beliefs. We work at the same place and have a class together. I really like her, but I am always shy around her. I don't want to do anything sexual with her, but I really, really like her. It is something about her. She is extremely beautiful, and has a twin sister. Maybe I just wish I was her, to have a loving family with money and to be happy all the time. She's one of those people that are always happy. I really like that; I tend to be gloomy.
What is it? A crush? It definitely isn't a lust. I'm quite confused. What should I do with these feelings?
