Q: So, what do ya know, he has a girlfriend. He cheated on me with his girlfriend, and now I feel like crap. I feel betrayed and used. I work with this person, and last year I denied him a chance with me out of free will, but now, that I actually like him and I think that he is returning the same feelings, he uses me. I can't technically say he cheated on me because I wasn't with him first. I'm number 2, the second one. I hate it! I'm surprisingly handling this situation well. Better than I thought. Because of the fact that we work together, I have to, or else there will always be unwanted tension.
Another thought is that, if his girlfriend ever finds out, she is gonna think I'm the whore, or the boyfriend-stealer. It's a horrible feeling. I don't deserve it! I just got out of the worst relationship ever in my life, and I continuously get hurt again and again from men. I never cheated or intentionally tried to hurt the person I'm with. I'm always getting used or something like that for no reason. I don't know... I'm just confused.
