Thursday, 20 August 2009
-
I'm In Love With A Boy Who Doesn't Love Me Back
Okay, I wouldn’t call it love. More like a crush.
I met him at the beginning of school last year, specifically in English class. He had an extremely cute smile, and was very outgoing and funny.
What made me start liking him? Probably the fact that he had a great personality and a *pretty* hot body to go with. He was able to hold intelligent conversations, unlike the other teenage guys whom I normally conversed with…
Noreen: Hey! Whatsup?
Other Guy: Ehh..not much…*looks off in distance*
Noreen: What are you doing today? Did you study for precal? People told me that the test was-
Other Guy: You have something weird in your hair.
Noreen:…it’s called a hairclip. Are you paying attention? Look over all the questions, that math test was really hard-
Other Guy: THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID!
Noreen: What? Okay, wow, that was really stupid.
Other Guy: your mom’s stupid!
Noreen: …..
Other Guy:
Maybe that was a bit of an exaggeration.
......
Okay, maybe not.
But this boy was different. It seemed like he understood everything that was thrown at him, and when he was concentrating on an assignment he would stick his tongue out (so cute!). Some people would call him a pushover, but in my honest opinion he was just sympathetic to every situation. He was always very helpful, always had a positive attitude, and was very VERY sweet.
But there were two problems.
My best friends did not approve. They were appalled at how I was attracted to him. No, ‘appalled’ doesn’t even cut it, they were ‘horrified.’
“Noreen, that’s gross,” They would say. “I can’t believe we’re actually friends! I can’t believe you actually LIKE him!”
This brings me to the next problem.
This boy that I like oh-so-much…is 25 years old.
I’m in love with my English teacher.
So when I walk through those humongous ugly purple double-doors on August 29th into my high school for the very first time in 2 months and see HIM…
Will I still giggle (like a schoolgirl) uncontrollably? When he looks at me, will it still feel like orange baby stars are exploding in my heart? Will I still slow down and glance into his classroom whenever I pass by?
Will I still love him?
Nahh. He ain’t my teacher, so he ain’t giving out the good grades no more.
Time to move on and suck up to my new teachers.
But he still holds a special place in my heart.
RecommendRelated Posts
Post a Comment
- Back to datingish's Datingish Site!
- Note: your comment will appear in datingish's local time zone: GMT -05:00 (Eastern Standard - US, Canada)
About the Author
-
- From: noree_n@xanga
- About Me: Even though my name sounds like it would belong to a 95-year-old great-grandmother, I can personally guarantee you that I am nowhere even close to being 30.
Stats: This Week All Time Posts: 0 7 Views: 0 20597 Comments: 0 687 View all posts by noree_n@xanga
Comments (73)
Awe! haha. I can honestly say i have never been in love or crushed on a teacher... BUT... i have loved someone who didnt love me back.
i think your friends were right to be horrified. o_o;
Awww....maybe you just like older, mature guys
Anyways, you are still young and will find that guy, who will hold you in a special place in his heart.
lol aww
Hmm...I had a crush on a student teacher in hs, too. He was a real hottie. Mr. Duncan was his name. All the girls had mad crushes on him. We had other cute student teachers, too....making school a little bit more tolerable.
aww you're cute
:D
One of my bestfriends from high school had (maybe she still does) a major crush on our Calc teacher.. They still talk to this day. She confessed to him her feelings, but he told her they're strictly friends. She was heart-broken. =(
HAHHA that is so cute :D aww. i never had a crush on a teacher, more like an animated person. LOL i think, thats worst. XD
you luv ur teacher? u suk and phail at life no go die lulz.
I think everybody has a crush on at least one of their teachers throughout their school career. :p It's actually completely normal. Despite the age difference.
Your friends shouldn't dictate who you crush on, though. Or who you date. :/ I'm not advocating for you to make a move on your former teacher! I just mean in crushes on people who...aren't illegal for you to date. :p
But, yes, I think that's the right decision to make about this. :p It is time to move on to crushes on guys that are more within your reaching range. :p
Lol, my friends are the same way.
Girl, tread carefully. I fell in love with my high school Math Teacher (student teacher at the time). He was 22 and I was 17. It started out as a little crush and turned into a 2 year deal. (Not counting the two years it took to get over him) I'm not saying this will happen to you, BUT, if you start to feel more and more attached to him, send me a message and we will talk.
Just pretend you're an undercover reporter and not actually a student, like Drew Barrymore in Never Been Kissed.
Really? These things happen!?
I never knew o_o...Well, then...*speechless*
You had a crush on a man, not a boy.
lulz i miss high schoolol
@RebeccaBeth_88@xanga - Haha, I don't think Noreen was being serious, but I'm sure she appreciated your offer :) Sorry about what happened to you. We had a really young maths teacher too a few years back, (not me and Noreen- I mean me and my friends) who was really cute but I don't think anyone had serious feelings for him.
i totaly crushed on my pre-cal teacher, he aged verrrrrrrry gracefully, but apparently EVERY YEAR girls would have a crush on him. haha. i even talked about it to a female teacher close to me and she said "you're not the only one who thinks he's smart, handsome and charming no matter how old he is, there are people who work here and students all the time saying these things."
haha. he was awesome though, if i was his age, i'd TOTALLY hit on him. so glad he's not my teacher anymore. it's not so weird now. ;]
25 isn't too bad. But eh!
I agree with you on the plain immaturity and stupidity of many, many teenage guys.
But I've never had a crush on a teacher :P ...But college starts in a week... ;)
Loll, you're hilarious.
But yeah just wait till... to be on the safe side, POST COLLEGE. to find a mature dude your age. haha. but yeah older guys are most of the time better unless you hit a genius. -___- lol, jerks.
I love this teacher at my school last year, I absolutely love him to death. Every morning I would know he comes up the stairs where my lockers are and each morning I would stand there waiting... until my friends make weird noises like " ooo lala - look whos coming " nudge nudge** and starting posting weird love letters on the front of my locker. Everytime he walks past, we would go silent and start giggling. Everytime I spoke to him - my heart beats 1 million times faster and I go all nervous. This went on for about 1 year. Until this year, he's actually teaching me. There's still the awkward laughs and giggles when he walks past, but now that I see him nearly everyday, its wearing off. I still like him - but I'm not going to persue a future relationship with him ... he's 35!!!
Aww! haha, this kind reminds me of an English Teacher that I had before.
Totally know what you mean, but trust me.. Think of this crush as more of a time where "reasons why you like someone" take place in your mind.
I miss my english teacher! =P
anticlimatic!
We always want those are beyond our grasp.