Friday, 19 June 2009

  • I Still Find Ways to Love

    I  was recently told that I can take a beating.  I mean sure I've taken a beating physically, anyone seeing me play sports has seen that.  But I am talking about emotionally.  My heart has been broken in so many ways by so many people...but whose hasn't?  I've seen people more broken down then I ever was or hopefully could be.  They kept on trucking, so it gives me motivation to keep on going too.  I saw this view while taking some photos of my stepsis and her new boyfriend.  Broken down buildings and train tracks and vines and trash all around. Sadly, I was, like, I bet this is what my heart would look like.  Actually several people's hearts that I know.  It looks like a war zone that has been forgotten. 

    Hayley took me to this place but I never saw that particular view until I wandered around a bit.  These buildings, if someone cared enough, could be restored.  It would take a bit of money, but they could be brought back from the shells that they are now.  I've seen it done.  So if someone cared enough to restore them.  It's just like if someone cared enough to restore a broken heart that is now a shell.  Yes, it might take time and money, but the result is both satisfying and rewarding. 

    But my heart is like this photo.  It's a forgotten war zone but I still find ways to love.  I love everyone and care about everyone I see.  Doesn't matter if they hurt me.  I still care about their well being.  No matter how much time or people break me down or forget my existence. I will always love.


     

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