Saturday, 23 May 2009

• Hypocrisy, Making Out And Questionable Friendship

  I got really pissed at a friend of mine. I know it's stupid in regarding to boys in general, but...

  I'm getting sick of her being annoyed with me for things she does as well. I don't tell her I am annoyed with it, too, when she does it, because I also talk about them a lot, so no point in bringing up something that one self does, too, right?...I kinda can't help it to talk about them a lot sometimes. Usually, when people bash me for things they do, too, I am not entirely too sure if they notice they do them back, too, not only that...worse.

  Like, for example, she says she gets annoyed with me whenever I talked about liking or dating or wanting to make out with "everyone". We have this mutual guy friend that she likes. I used to kind of like him a little (like four years ago), but now I don't really care, honest to God I don't...I have another person I want it to work out with but I'm not sure where it is going. She tells me not to make a move on him because she likes him...one night I just said I felt like making out with someone, while we were out (not necessarily have sex with anyone, just make-out).

  I asked her, why should I not go after him? If he goes after me, he goes after me, too, I am going to let him. All of my life she has always been going after people I like (heck, I even almost stopped being her friend twice because of it)...and she thinks it's okay to just because they either don't like me anymore or that she knows I could never have them in the first place...but she could.

  She says she's tired of hearing me want to make out with everybody, but almost every guy I have ever introduced her to she ends up making out with them at least...even my ex. You think that doesn't annoy the heck out of me when I unintentionally set her up with my guy friends? Then she was, like, "it's not my fault they like me better," blah, blah, blah. I didn't introduce her to my guy friends so she could hook up with them, but so we could all be friends, though usually it did not happen that way.

  I know I hate my ex so it should not matter, right? But the fact is, she's bashing me for wanting to make out with everyone, but she's the one who actually does it and does not care who the person is - she has absolutely no boundaries. She even made out with one guy in front of another guy she had already made out with, and yet, I want to make out with everyone?

  She says she wouldn't care if a person she likes winds up going after me in the end, but I know she would. She knows it would never happen, though, that's why she says she does not care. If one of her exes ever went after me, I would not even think about it, because that's just an unwritten rule, whether or not you hate an ex.

  I don't know what to do about hypocrites anymore, especially when they are actually my friend. This one girl who I actually hate kept going around telling people how I am such a slut...but she's an even bigger slut. And my friend gets pissed at me for wanting to make out with "everyone," but she doesn't care who she makes out with as long as it's someone she "likes".

  Anyone else have this problem with their friends?

  Seriously, it is very stupid, in regard  to boys, but I am just sick and tired of people constantly getting on my case for things they do, too. So, only they are allowed to do it, but no one else, right?

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